At this rate, I’m really going crazy.

I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.
I shouldn’t have volunteered to be the leader.
I don’t know how to lead.
I don’t know how to play the game.
I screwed everything up.
If your weren’t in my group, things wouldn’t have been so bad for your.

It’s been more than a week.
But I really can’t get it over.
Hiding at home crying the whole day just didn’t help.
Sleepless nights.
Severe headaches.
Giddy and nauseous.
At this rate, I really can’t make it…

But no one understands.
I cant get it over,
I really cant.
I cant tell anyone.
I don’t know how to move on from here…

Happy or Not.

走着走着，
一路上看过了许多风景。
有人看到我笑了，
所以说我快乐。
有人看到我哭了，
所以说我不快乐。
快不快乐，
如果只是表面的情感，
那内心的想法又是什么？

继续走着，
停了一阵去捡了些什么，
捡了一点烦恼，
提了一点责任，
才发现到最后，
是我的笑容掉了。

June&July14 – Stepping Out of Comfort Zone

so basically if you are my friend,
you should have heard me promoting to you about my company.
LOL.
and yes,
im a promoter for them.

I have never thought of myself standing in front of a booth trying to pull innocent people in and selling to them what I’ve got,
but yeah,
that’s what I have been doing for the past two months.
like seriously,
today was the second last day of work.
frankly speaking,
a bit she bu de leh…
I must be sick.

so it all started with my recruit express agent,
who initially asked me to look for another agent,
then after that kept helping me to look out for a job,
thanks ah.
I wanted a 9 to 5 kind of office job but he said that it was impossible cause I had a camp and needed to take a week’s off.
I was just trying my luck and went down for the interview.
got the job and I was thinking that I should maybe just stay for a month,
then july I would just slack it off.

it wasn’t a smooth job.
on the first day of work,
I really felt like quitting.
I only worked a few hours and a full time told me that he guessed I would be the first to go off tomorrow.
there were two other part timers who came in together with me then.
I was like omg,
stressed to the max can!
and really,
being sacked wasn’t a big deal to me,
but those words were harsh I felt.
I really could just teared that moment.
I hated him after that.

at the end of the day,
I was aching all over.
imagine standing for at least 8 hours and approaching strangers,
talking nonstop and some really had bad attitude.
the sales pressure was a problem.
I came to a tiny conclusion:
90% of the people have the fierce/arrogant face.
70% of them aren’t really what you think they would be.
20% of them really have sucky attitude.
the remaining 10% should just go and die.

it was the third day when I got to work with our top sales which changed my perspective of the job.
she was fierce I admit,
but also nice.
we chatted and somewhat she got to know I didn’t like the full timer I met on my first day.
she told me not to get stressed over sales then you will have better sales.
she told me try this job for a few more days to see how it goes.
then the next day,
I called up my agent.
I told him I really wasn’t suitable for this job and I wanted to quit.
it took him a while to persuade me to stay on for a few more days.
I literally had no choice too then,
I wanted to work.

then everything seemed to change for the better.
I worked with the other promoters and they were really nice.
this job was still stressful and tiring,
but I changed my mindset and didn’t really get too concerned over sales,
that was when everything was smoother.
it was by chance that I realized the top sales knew I didn’t like that full timer and asked our leader not to schedule me to work with him,
so I mostly worked with the top sales!
YEAH!
even when I needed to work with that full timer,
our leader would put herself to work together with us!
im super touched you know!
our leader was also super nice,
she could basically just talk to me randomly…
im super demure to them ok…
like pure and innocent really.

so as days passed,
im somehow immuned to badasses.
met all kinds of customers and collected quite a few namecards.
anyway,
I sell with a heart one k.
but sometimes I still felt bad.
I cant totally convince myself it was really nice but to me,
buying was worth,
I mean for the freebies.
tip to become a top sales:
believe in what you are selling.

so when we were working they like to talk about relationships all these lah,
of course im not really the ones talking,
cause I have got nothing to share.
LOL.
but today I was working with the top sales again and she shared a lot with me,
which I felt was really a different perspective but a good one.
two points:
1) 女生在爱情里要被动，不然就变卑微。
2) 不要过问对方的过去，勾起他坏的回忆，也勾起好的，结果自找麻烦。
something to ponder over,
especially like the second point.
it wasn’t something that I have thought of seriously.

anyway,
these kind of small chats made work less boring.
of course the part timers there also nice lah~
actually most were nice one lorh.
and it was really an experience for me,
to forget it was a public holiday cause im working,
to wake up late for work but always having dinners after 10.
I know that after I graduate I wont be able to gain such experiences anymore,
I think I will miss it a little!
OH SHIT.

on a side note,
I was the one who stayed till the last amongst the people I came in with!!!
so proud of myself. 🙂

180614 – Vyann’s 21st!

I know this is like a super belated post but since shes my special friend for 9 years,
what needs to be done has to be done!
so I need to dedicate this post to her!!!
for being in my life and our clique really has done through quite a bit of ups and downs but I think it is really cause of her we managed to last.
THANK YOU!

so she had a chalet for her birthday and we were invited!
I mean of course right…
hahahahaha!

that day I was working,
tw and mh also working lah,
so we only managed to rush down after work.
mine was at compass point that day.
lol.
tw picked me from tampines and she was late!!!

ok…
in this post im just gonna steal all photos from vyann’s facebook cause I was too lazy to take any photos with my phone that lags like 1000 times…

the theme was FROZEN!

I realized I was the only gal not wearing a dress.
ok im so damn determined to buy a dress that suits all occasions though my face doesn’t suit dress.

I SAW FOOD!
I was like eating non-stop.
super hungry you know,
really didn’t eat anything the whole day cause the present too ex.
HAHAHAHA.

I just kept on eating like shit.
fat enough.

something about birthday party is that the host will always be too busy for you.
so either you go with friends or don’t go,
never go alone.

time for cake!
you know we already so close that I had 2 servings of this cake..
and the 2nd serving I cut it myself.
hahahaha!
shameless ttm.

us with the birthday gal.
I look like a balloon seriously.
ok,
stop procrastinating and should really start exercising!
hmm…
or is it the phone problem?
everyone looks bloated here.
hahahahaha!

me and mh got to stay over after that!
yaye!
and I got the whole bed to myself!
hahahaha!

but really lah,
planning a party is just time-consuming and really got a lot of things to prepare…
like very memorable lah,
but too troublesome for ppl like me.
seeing how they packed up after the party really..
not for me.

anyways!
vyann!
hope you had a great party and into adulthood le!
worry about what you should and not those that are bound to come along the way.
hmm…
im not really making sense.
too long never blog le.
we will always stay this way!
though it was long over,
but always on my mind that’s why july liao I still bothered to post right!
hahahaha!
making myself sound so noble.

always love you!

030614 – Want or Not?

I have never really understood myself.
but who can be so sure of what they want.
maybe I have never met,
maybe I have met but haven’t realized,
maybe its cause I have never really bothered asking.

the only thing that I know and believed is that life is unpredictable,
so why plan about tomorrow if I wasn’t even sure if I can live past today?
its an evil thought.
I live for now,
looked at the past,
but never moving on to the future.
so maybe I should start from changing myself?

it all boiled down to me just having back my results.
trust me,
I have never studied hard,
cause I felt that the degree wasn’t what I wanted,
its what I needed.
so I was just floating around in school and if you were to ask me why I chose NTU and got into engineering which I didn’t have any interest in;
its cause of the name.
yes I admit im superficial,
who cares?

before the release of results,
I was very worried that I would fail any modules and truth be told,
I cant afford a drop in CGPA.
sleepless nights thinking back about the papers and how I should have answered,
when I got back results,
I didn’t fail any and no drop in CGPA.
but I wasn’t happy at all.
I thought that was all I wanted.
I thought if I were to have the results that I have gotten now,
I would be happy,
but I wasn’t.
so what was it that I wanted?
just a bit better than what I have gotten,
or straight Bs?
or even straight As?
I don’t know.
the problem lies with me not knowing,
that’s why I accepted everything that life has given me.
I always tell myself that I must live in contentment and be thankful for everything and everyone around me…
but this sense of contentment is leading me to a life with no hope or dream.
I did feel sad about it.

just like after exams,
I did not know what I wanted to do.
to work or to slack.
I came up with excuses…
that’s why I slacked while looking for a job,
believing that something will just come along the way.
yes it did.
a promoter working shifts and all.
was that what I wanted?
I don’t know,
but I accepted.

it applies to maybe I think that there’s this thing that I wanted,
in the end maybe it turned out that I have gotten it and realized its not what I wanted,
or it wasn’t what I expected,
do I still want?
but this is more about expectations versus reality.
or maybe I want it just because I didn’t get it?
you tend to desire the things you cant get.

maybe its really true that without the desire you cant get anything you want.
its time to reflect on what I really want in life,
it will be a long process,
just let me think about what I want at this point in life.

120514 – Disastrous Ice Skating

so holidays hasn’t been really kind to me thus far..
and actually I didn’t want to blog about this but I got too many things to say!
so today Emily and yc and me went ice skating…
no big deal.
it wasn’t a sport that I like personally.
but im not a sporty person anyway.
whatever.
I attitude in this post is gonna be along the ‘whatever’ kind of feel…
this yc suggested ice skating then bowling at kallang leisure park.
firstly,
I didn’t think much about ice skating.
secondly,
klp is so near my house,
so I can just dress sloppily with my ‘素颜’.
thirdly,
I don’t know why but my eyes were puffy.
that means not a lot of photos in this post.
that’s it.

I didn’t even know that klp was under reservation so a lot of shops were close,
but not many to start with lah…
headed to thai express and only one word to describe,
‘lousy’.
service and all.

anyway,
main point is ice skating.
so we went in and I was like how on earth do you balance on ice?
I cant even stand properly on land sia…
this wasn’t my first but should be my last.
was literally holding on to the side and waddling…
no better word to describe.

super ugly here…
my confidence level is in accordance to my thickness of makeup by the way.

so then I gained some confidence after waddling for some time.
near the entrance was crowded so I decided I should just go passed without holding.
wahlao…
ended up having a great fall.
it seriously seriously great.
Emily could see that I was like ‘flying’ sia.
my butt super painful!!
and my hand was worse!

this was just right after the fall…
now the below part was blue-black liao lah!
cant describe how painful it was!
and sissy just blamed it on my weight that led to this great impact…
seriously…

after this I was like just let me stand aside and watch people skate.
yc totally wasted my $16.50 and I demand medical fees and compensation!
hahahahahahaha~!!

then Emily was saying like so sweet if a couple could go together…
hold hands and skate..
then hug together when gonna fall,
and then maybe fall together…
and I…
totally beg to differ!

I mean its such a dangerous sport!
first,
if that guy knows how to skate,
you will be like dragging him and you may make him fall,
its dangerous.
second,
if the guy doesn’t know how to skate,
it would be worse when your fall together,
that’s even more dangerous.
so either way,
don’t choose ice skating.
its akin to…
ahh…
like I saw this woman at vivo holding a bouquet of flowers last Saturday.
her bf/husband was beside.
she was holding his hands and smiling so sweetly…
then I thought,
how stupid and ignorant can you be?
whats there to be proud of?
flowers wither a few days later,
so do you still keep it or throw it?
keep it;
its ugly and waste space.
throw it;
throwing money away.
and there you are still thinking that people envy you…
it goes something along this line..
spending money and buying danger.
not recommended at all.
romantic can be in a lot of ways.
like go picnic together?
sorry…
nowadays I just love picnics.
LOL!

so the torturous 2 hours finally passed…
and we went bowling…
hahaha~
it wasn’t exactly fun but at least more relaxing.
lousy as usual.

messy hair…
do we really look alike?

that’s about it.
bye~

060514 – Random Rants

WARNING:
just a really random post,
leave now if you can.

so this marks the end of my year 2…
it was a year full of ups and downs.
sem 1 was relatively stressful for me cause my GPA did hit a new low…
but then,
sem 2 was the same but hmm…
I think I really heck care,
which I really regretted now.
if I could have sem 2 again,
I wouldn’t slack and play so hard anymore.
like going to school just for the sake of going and pranking random people and talking rubbish…
omg,
I know im wrong!!!
please please please let me survive this sem lah!!!

it was also a sad year cause I have the feeling that we are going to separate liao,
like those who stayed for the past 2 years with me. 😦
I know every sem some people come,
some go,
some never ever come,
some will never ever leave,
but still…
after the jc years I realized that I actually learnt something from it and it did changed me in a way or another,
admit it or not.
in the past I always felt that it was the two years that I should try my best to forget and it was all a blank,
you just wont know how much I hated it cause you would never have gone through those.
you were never me.
I guess it opened me up and now I don’t wait for people to talk to me and be my friend,
if they don’t want to talk to me;
I talk to them.
initiative is a small step to a great friendship. 🙂
preaching time…

so after exams was basically drama time and meeting up with my awesomes.
so today had a great time with vyann and made me thought a lot too.
what I told her was I guess what I wanted to tell myself,
but if you were to tell yourself something,
almost all the time you wont listen to yourself.
get it?

I live a peaceful life.
so peaceful that if you were to tell me that I were to die tomorrow,
I guess I would have no wishes to fulfill today.
this makes me sad.
“心无所恃，所以随遇而安。”
this would be a quote that I live by at this stage of my life.
I don’t know what I want and have no goal.
someone ever told me that when you reach 21 studying wouldn’t be something you feel like doing.
I always thought the other way round cause I would be more mature by then.
I have reached this stage and realized that it was actually true,
at least for me.

and dramas really make you feel like your life is shitty.
im really into this Taiwanese drama called In A Good Way now.
been promoting it but no one wants to watch.
I felt that it was pretty much like my life now,
as a uni student.
just that I don’t join cca,
unless there is a Wilber Fanclub inside…
ok…
what I want to say was that…
the lead was totally my type!
hahahahaha!!!
I don’t think he is well-known in sngapore,
but I first noticed him in SHE’s mv!

 then in BY2’s mv I said the lead was handsome and he was the same guy!

so now im watching his drama after so long…
when I say he is my type its different from how I say others were cute.
I mean Wilber is perfect lah,
so that one out,
Bii and Xiaogui are really cute but in real life you would never find someone like them,
but he is different.
he is like the ideal type.
the quiet one.
like cool cool when he doesn’t talk and he seldom talks,
but once he talks,
you know this person is of substance.
erhem…
im not huachi-ing now,
just an analysis.
hope you understand.
haiz…
why must our life be so real?
I mean can something unreal happen for once?
I don’t know,
after exams is always the time to emo a bit I guess.

a random conclusion:
周杰伦的最长的电影和炎亚纶的比寂寞还更寂寞都说爱情的有效期限是三年，
林宥嘉的浪费却说暗恋可以维持六年，
所以是不是真的爱：不开口才珍贵?
after listening to so many songs while studying…
not revising.
revising is only when you understand everything liao!!!

To 21st – Thank You

first of all,
this is gonna be the last post for my birthday!
woohoo~
exactly one month from my birthday. 😦
gonna thank many people,
from people who wrote on facebook,
to sending messages,
to celebrating my birthday,
I am really thankful.
im just a normal and plain person but I get to know so many great people like you.
thank you for being in my life!

first thing first,
weibo liked my photo on instagram!
actually I was expecting him to wish me but he die die also don’t want.

wrote this on facebook before when he first liked a photo of mine,
so I was determined to make sure he would like a photo with me inside,
and I DID IT!
so its counted as a wish come true in a narrow sense.
lol.

in case you are wondering which photo…
k its super unglam.

so now,
im gonna show off the presents I received according to the order I received!
haha!!!
not many,
but still I love them!
for their efforts!

me and the super chio carrier!

thank you daddy and mummy for this Samantha vega by Samantha thavasa!
always wanted a bag like this!

even the interior was super nice and sweet!

was taking this photo at promenade mrt station when this indian man came up to me and asked the direction to orchard.
took the same train with him dhoby ghaut and he looked lost,
so I led him to the red line since I going too.
he then asked me about tourist attraction in Singapore and he had to go back at 3pm.
and I told sentosa wth.
I don’t know if he would make it back in time but he really just went!
I sincerely hope he had fun there.

second is from sissy,
its the carlo rino baby blue bag I bring to school!
omg,
I did take a photo of it but its nowhere to be found now…
its plain but I think the brand tells everything.
haha,
cause of these 2 bags im officially classified as materialistic.

from susu!
at first I wasn’t really sure this was a gift useful to me I admit,
partly cause my skin is very sensitive when you imagine me using body wash for my face instead of cleanser cause cleansers are too strong.
so I don’t anyhow use products.
since I got it anyway,
so might as well try it!
and….
it was really really GOOD!!!
if I were to rate it,
I would have easily given a 5/5!
even if you cant see the results on my face,
I really did feel a difference!
it came in a set and different vitamins cure different skin problems!
im just using 2 or 3 of them now!
but they are so precious!
susu asked her friend to bring in from korea!
Singapore doesn’t have skin & lab,
it can be found in qoo10 instead.
they sell separately so you can just choose which one you want lah.

moving on…

pardon the background…
my room lah!
laneige firming sleeping pack from sinnee!
haha!
actually this was in the wishlist I sent her…
so…
minghsun told me laneige was good and I thought I should try,
but I forgot which one she recommended,
so in the end chose this!
firming my skin since im 21 already,
wrinkles will start to appear!
didn’t use it everyday,
switching between this and the first one,
but I think this was good too!
but for me,
I think the skin & lab one more suitable for me since it cures my problem,
this one more for moisturizing,
better for people without acne problems!
but it really works too!
I mean for the price,
cannot don’t work also…

from Amanda!
in the wishlist too…
hahaha!

initially wanted shappo but it was the last piece with defects!
so got my blue baby instead!

and sweet Amanda said that I didn’t get what I wanted so she added in…

sentimental circus file!!
too cute to use lah!!!
mouton is inside too!!!

then Zach,
my twinnie  in school(I have too many twins..lolol) gave me a weibo fan!!!
haha!
although it was not an expensive gift!
its the thought that counts!
he even took the trouble to order it online!
ok lah,
for this I will help you for the next 2 years to source for answers!
hahahahaha!!!
he also blur blur one…

then the surprise which tingwei and vyann gave!

they customized it!
strawberry shortcake!

a prezzie that the 3 lovely girls gave~!
Samantha thavasa wallet with a cute charm!
charm is not complimentary for your info. 🙂

thank you minghsun!
shall write it here to acknowledge her since she is so far away and I cant thank her in person!

then the only present I got on my birthday itself…

a scrapbook made by sissy with wishes from the most important people in my life~
thank you cause it was so professionally done…
but cause of this I didn’t get my StayReal shirt in the end. 😥
shall go buy one for myself when I have the money to spend!

then got a gift from a friend and she didn’t want to show others…
so…
thank you!
for the efforts in the present too!
its a meaningful gift!

then came the presents from anqi and minghui!

totally love the wrapper!

braun buffel!
it was an interesting gift cause actually I also could not see its use.
anqi said that it is a namecard holder and can put pens one!
too professional!
thank you!

from minghui!!!
Victoria’s secret!
I really like the scent a lot!
its not those you smell and go,
‘hmm, not bad.’ kind.
if you go Victoria’s secret and don’t know what to buy,
this is a good choice though I didn’t really try out their perfumes all these!
thank you!

a cute furry bag!
the photo also went missing too…
too lazy to take and upload again…
but its really cute,
and it use bags like this!

didn’t managed to upload the 2 bags but you will get to see them real life someday…
or next time,
my laogong’s fan you most probably wont see it but its added to my collection!
I don’t know when I will blog again…
life is back to normal and boring…

lastly,
hope I didn’t miss out anyone!
sorry if its a nuisance I know,
cause consecutive posts on my birthday!
but its my birthday on my blog,
so whats your problem? 🙂

till we meet again,
byebye!

To 21st – Food and Food and Food

hahaha!
so something about birthday when you have no party is that you will eat more,
trust me.
cause all your lovely friends will ask you out for a meal!
I mean to say,
only LOVELY ones will ask you out.
haha!
of course the others are sweet as well. 🙂
here im going to cover only food that I took photo.

special mention to susu who is always very sweet but refused to take photo with me!!
thanks for the lunch/dinner too!

1st dinner celebration:

went back to parkroyal for the crazy crab night cause it was just simply super worth it!
but all the discounts all these…

kindly refer to previous post on ferica’s birthday if you would like to know more!
a very good price of around $47 per pax for the February month.
every month has got different discount!

something that I always do when I eat buffet is that I take photos of what I ate.
so that you can backtrack and see if the buffet was worth it for you!

mummy and daddy!
it had a nice ambience and was not crowded at all when we went.
we could just sit down there and was relatively quiet as compared to other buffets I had before.

more food please…
so fat…
fat pig.

it was with ferica!
and just ferica cause the other 2 were busy!
actually I didn’t take any photos of the food but I think it was worth mentioning…
went to POULET!
wait I go google for the food.

Photo credit: http://www.misstamchiak.com/poulet-amazing-french-roast-chicken/

this chicken was so good!!!
even the breast meat was tender soft…
ferica asked me to eat the sauce alone after finishing the chicken.
I had some reservations at first but when I tried,
it was super good!

ordered sausages too but I couldn’t find the picture so forget it…
since the chicken was still the best!

Photo credit: http://www.misstamchiak.com/poulet-amazing-french-roast-chicken/

this was good too!
I think the food was really nice there and I would love to go there again!

anyway,
had a good catchup with ferica too since she is a busy person,
easy to find,
hard to keep kind.
but really happy that we still keep in touch and update each other of our lives now.

shes getting prettier. 😦
a friend that I would like to keep. 🙂

1st lunch celebration:

had lunch with Amanda,
sinnee and yanping at sakae sushi!
realized we love to eat there!

heehee!

didn’t really take photos of the food cause if you want to see,
just go any mall,
I think there should be a sakae sushi inside.
haha!

anyway,
we still did not manage to eat 60 plates!
its like a target we can never hit,
be it lunch or dinner!

and its so sweet of them to help me celebrate though we see each other in school everyday until we want to puke liao…
haha,
love you funny girls!

2nd lunch celebration:

went with minghui and anqi to this international buffet lunch at Westin Singapore!
it was a really atas restaurant located in westin hotel at the CBD area.
so everyone there was like wahh…
businessman.
hahaha!!!

especially love their scallop!

their desserts were from heaven…
too wide range and too nice!

finally tried a macaroon!

green tea chocolate!
so cute!
and nice!

heard from anqi that the reviews by bloggers on this restaurant were all positive cause for this ambience and food,
it would easily cost $70/$80 in other hotels.
I did not think the range was wide enough but I think the standard was definitely there…
some more there were food that I didn’t really eat.
however,
their desserts were amazing.
buffet with the best dessert I have ever tried!
lunch was around $42,
so its up to you to decide if it was worth…
on a side note,
it was located on 32nd floor!

went up after that to have a better view of Singapore!

view was really good!

love times like this when we just sit down and chat about life.
the 3 of us are all in NTU but are all very busy.
its so good to catchup after a long time and to hear that they are doing well!
they have been special friends to me cause we were all from tpjc but back then,
we did not really go out together.
I wonder how much fate this needs. 🙂

3rd lunch celebration:

actually to say that this was a celebration,
I think more of  ‘we need to fill our stomach anyway’.
haha!
with Emily to pizzahut for lunch!
this girl is super busy one and hard to jio out one.
so we needed to fill our stomach before going to kbox with yichao!

-no photos-

hahahaha!!
so after that we went kbox!
like our usual outing!
as in what we always do.

crazy girls!
had photos of the 3 of us but sent from whatsapp!
I cant transfer to my com!!!

we knew each other thru weibo laogong…
the 3 of us right from the start.
some came after that and some left,
in the end,
its still the 3 of us.
but its ok!!!
we are still very happy!!!
thank you for the crazy times we spent together chasing after the same idol,
at least this never changes,
and I hope it never will. 🙂

conclusion:

how to not get fat like this!!!
dieting is gonna be a long journey. 😦

To 21st – Theme Park: USS

didn’t I just tell you how much I love theme parks?
one of my wish is to visit theme parks all around the world!
so this birthday I decided to treat my whole family to USS!
a place I love most in Singapore though this was the 6th/7th time I went!
it never failed to excite me!

so yea,
spent $200 to get my family in!
can message me for the lobang!
cause its U.P. $74!
but depends on whether you dare not and how trusting you are towards people online.

first breakfast as a 21.
simple but filling. 🙂

saw my baby!
cannot bring him home so at least must take photo!

yes?
cannot take photo with unicorn?

something that I really really love about USS is that they have a lot of mascots!
totally love taking photos with them!!!

first family photo in USS since for the past few times I only went with tingwei before!

ernie was super duper cute I cannot!!!!
he kept shaking his butt!!!

my blue baby suddenly grew up!
love him love him lah!
the excitement now that I have just by looking thru these photos…

so cute!!!

at the transformer ride!

something along what-im-studying-now.

this hat suited the occasion!

family time!

first lunch as a 21!

went back in to USS and along the way…

meeting transformer for the first time!
it danced!
but not as huge as I thought it would be…

all ready to get wet!

overall it was really fun and I was happy that I managed to let my parents go to USS play at least once in their life!
so they sat on most rides that I love a lot a lot…
achievement unlocked.
think my dad liked it there.
lol.

it was a well-spent birthday though I did not have a party though that was what I initially wanted.
spending it with family was a good alternative too. 🙂

first dinner as a 21!

tiring day though…

ending off with…

a simple chocolate cake.
it was when I reached 21 that I realized actually things should be kept simple.
im not saying that the opposite is bad but its just a change in mindset as you start to grow older.

on the whole,
I thought I spent this day well.

Coming up next…
food and food and food.